I know, I know, it's quite expected that I'd be keeping track of the Tim Tebow saga going on in Denver. Even though I'm a Gator fan and he may have graduated with my same exact major (bonded, I'm sure!), there are more than those reasons the whole situation has me intrigued. That which fascinates me the most is his desire to just try it out. He wants to do it his way, yet people just can't seem to be okay with it. And that part I get.
My mother calls me her bohemian flower child. I go where the wind takes me and really just let life happen. My life choices are not exactly what society would have expected. And, for the most part, I'm okay with that. But, I can't really seem to live in the moment. My "going where the wind takes me" mentality is partially to let life happen with the potential for something to hit right around the corner. I don't really like to take chances; I just don't think I have what it takes. But, I'm a sassy, bright, colorful woman who likes people but definitely needs down time. And being all of those makes me a bit unconventional - and sometimes I don't think it's good enough. And I don't like that.
Tim Tebow is unconventional. People don't always like it. They don't like how he throws, they don't like how he slips out of the pocket, they don't like how he risks his own body for a touchdown. And they really don't like how he lives ... with a purpose, with a focus, with a sense of calling. With that calling he lives with a clarity of who he is. He doesn't waver. And all he's asking for is a chance, even if no one likes it.
A pastor friend and I were talking a few months ago about how he doesn't quite fit into the picture of what the congregation feels he should be. His leadership is off, his presentation is quirky, his focus seems too driven. But, that's who he is, and God placed him there for a purpose. He is there to fulfill God's calling on his life, to complete the work that God has placed before him, no matter how long it takes, even if no one likes it.
I know a lot of high schoolers who are going to college soon, auditioning for programs this month, and are basically losing their minds in the weight that burdens their shoulders. And to each of them, I leave this message...
You are who God made you to be: creative, bookish, a thinker, a talker, a singer, an artist, math wizard, science investigator, gentle spirit, a feisty one, a parser, a patcher, a tender heart, a brave soul - some of all or just a touch of a few ... you are exactly as you were meant to be. And, you are right where God wanted you to be right now. Your job today is to live this life. You aren't making your life plans, you're living them. For the future that is in front of you is in the hands of a great, good, gracious God who knows your heart. He knows the fears, he knows the haters, he knows the amount of terror that sets in your soul. He knows. And he continues to love and hold you. So, Live. Right. Now.
When talking with my pastor friend the message was the same, people might not get it, they might not like it, you might not like it, but God put you there for a purpose. Live that purpose and do God's work. There's really no need to figure it all out, God has that down too. You just do what you're called to do and live it. Live it large.
That's what really intrigues me about Tim Tebow - he just wants a shot to use who he is in this moment. And he's living it. He is living right now. I don't know about you, but I want to live right now.
The future is already determined. What have we got to lose?
Friday, November 18, 2011
Monday, August 8, 2011
Joy, Joy, Joy
The joy of the Lord is my strength
The joy of the Lord is my strength
The joy of the Lord is my strength
The jo-oy of the Lo-rd is my strength
You remember that song don't you?
I think when I was a little one, the concept was a little skewed. Something like - you gotta have joy all the time. And that joy is only from the Lord. Well, talk about one messed up girl when I got sad, or depressed, or frustrated. And then what if I was too happy!? Well, then it's not just the Lord at work over there.
As we were talking about abiding with Jesus from John 15 yesterday at church, I was struck by that one verse .... "I have told you these things so that you will be filled with my joy. Yes, your joy will overflow!" How is my joy overflowing when I'm hearing about being pruned back or disciplined? How am I to be filled with joy when I'm told to abide with Jesus even though I just can't do it all the time!?
Sounds just like the Israelites in Nehemiah, doesn't it? They had come back to Jerusalem, started to rebuild and they began to recount all God had done. Nehemiah began reading the covenant laws of God. And they started to wail. They had royally screwed it up. They hadn't followed, they hadn't obeyed, they had turned their backs on a loving, gracious, merciful, just God.
They acted like we act.
Yet, Nehemiah calls to them, "Don't be dejected and sad, for the joy of the Lord is your strength!"
It's not their joy. It's not their doing. It's not a perpetual happiness. It's not even their emotion. It's all God's. He has joy over us. He knows our name - joy. He remembers his promises for us - joy. He remains faithful even when we are faithless - joy. His joy over us which causes him to sing, sing, sing for you and me -- that is our strength.
The reality of his joy because of his work for his child in his timing with his Son and Spirit - that joy is our strength. Our strength when we don't want to (and just can't) love well. Our strength when we can't get up to face another day with that job. Our strength when our spouse, loved one, roommate, friend, brother, whomever is knocking us down so much that we just want to scream. The joy that God has for you and me is the strengthening factor with helps to know that we are loved by more than our circumstances and more than our possessions and more than our marketing value.
We, as Christ followers, are what causes the Creator of the universe to sing.
That's strengthening.
The joy of the Lord is my strength
The joy of the Lord is my strength
The jo-oy of the Lo-rd is my strength
You remember that song don't you?
I think when I was a little one, the concept was a little skewed. Something like - you gotta have joy all the time. And that joy is only from the Lord. Well, talk about one messed up girl when I got sad, or depressed, or frustrated. And then what if I was too happy!? Well, then it's not just the Lord at work over there.
As we were talking about abiding with Jesus from John 15 yesterday at church, I was struck by that one verse .... "I have told you these things so that you will be filled with my joy. Yes, your joy will overflow!" How is my joy overflowing when I'm hearing about being pruned back or disciplined? How am I to be filled with joy when I'm told to abide with Jesus even though I just can't do it all the time!?
Sounds just like the Israelites in Nehemiah, doesn't it? They had come back to Jerusalem, started to rebuild and they began to recount all God had done. Nehemiah began reading the covenant laws of God. And they started to wail. They had royally screwed it up. They hadn't followed, they hadn't obeyed, they had turned their backs on a loving, gracious, merciful, just God.
They acted like we act.
Yet, Nehemiah calls to them, "Don't be dejected and sad, for the joy of the Lord is your strength!"
It's not their joy. It's not their doing. It's not a perpetual happiness. It's not even their emotion. It's all God's. He has joy over us. He knows our name - joy. He remembers his promises for us - joy. He remains faithful even when we are faithless - joy. His joy over us which causes him to sing, sing, sing for you and me -- that is our strength.
The reality of his joy because of his work for his child in his timing with his Son and Spirit - that joy is our strength. Our strength when we don't want to (and just can't) love well. Our strength when we can't get up to face another day with that job. Our strength when our spouse, loved one, roommate, friend, brother, whomever is knocking us down so much that we just want to scream. The joy that God has for you and me is the strengthening factor with helps to know that we are loved by more than our circumstances and more than our possessions and more than our marketing value.
We, as Christ followers, are what causes the Creator of the universe to sing.
That's strengthening.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
PROVE IT!!!
editor's note: My adventuring days are at a end it seems. I'm working, rehearsing for productions and trying to stay slightly sane. However, my ability to go off and find new things is limited. And honestly, that kept me from blogging. What adventures do I have to write about? My last trip to the copier? Not too fun. So, the blog has officially changed -- to "Story time with Debby." Kids these days love it, so we're sticking with it!
I love reality television. Especially when it's everyday people doing amazing things: So You Think You Can Dance, Amazing Race, Survivor, and newly added, Master Chef. Mainly because I refuse to watch the Bachelorette and nothing else is on during the summer months on a Monday at 9pm. But, I digress.
This Monday on Master Chef they had a challenge of which Jennifer won... I'll be honest, I came in late to the show on Monday, so I can't even tell you what dish she made to win, but it doesn't matter for the story. As her reward for the challenge she got to pick out what the special ingredient for the next task was to be. She was also given the opportunity to either stay and cook during the next challenge or to take a glass of champagne, be safe from elimination, and watch her fellow contestants battle it out.
After much deliberation, Jennifer decided to stay and cook again. That means that after winning the last challenge with a great dish, she was going to put herself in potential jeopardy with a soon to be created dish. She said she wanted to make sure she got into the top 10 by cooking and not by just sliding into the spot because she got a free ride.
Well, guess what happened? Her dish was crap. She was in the bottom three and almost left the show. The judges were so shocked at her. Why did she give up the free ride when she had it in the bag? Why did she feel she had to go and prove herself all over again? Her proof was already displayed. Instead of being ok with what was already presented on her behalf, she decided to do it all over again.
And I do that same thing every day. As a follower of Jesus, my status is already proven. I don't have to do more, I don't have to defend myself, I don't have to make sure my point is taken or my stance is accepted. In Jesus all is done. I'm acknowledged as good, my security is found in him, my worth is already established. But, everyday I try to make sure I've done just a little more to get ... acknowledgement, recognition, acceptance, status.
We all do it don't we? We all want to make sure we are proven when as Christ followers we already are.
So, go.
Take a drink of champagne and realize your worth is already established and made possible by Jesus.
I love reality television. Especially when it's everyday people doing amazing things: So You Think You Can Dance, Amazing Race, Survivor, and newly added, Master Chef. Mainly because I refuse to watch the Bachelorette and nothing else is on during the summer months on a Monday at 9pm. But, I digress.
This Monday on Master Chef they had a challenge of which Jennifer won... I'll be honest, I came in late to the show on Monday, so I can't even tell you what dish she made to win, but it doesn't matter for the story. As her reward for the challenge she got to pick out what the special ingredient for the next task was to be. She was also given the opportunity to either stay and cook during the next challenge or to take a glass of champagne, be safe from elimination, and watch her fellow contestants battle it out.
After much deliberation, Jennifer decided to stay and cook again. That means that after winning the last challenge with a great dish, she was going to put herself in potential jeopardy with a soon to be created dish. She said she wanted to make sure she got into the top 10 by cooking and not by just sliding into the spot because she got a free ride.
Well, guess what happened? Her dish was crap. She was in the bottom three and almost left the show. The judges were so shocked at her. Why did she give up the free ride when she had it in the bag? Why did she feel she had to go and prove herself all over again? Her proof was already displayed. Instead of being ok with what was already presented on her behalf, she decided to do it all over again.
And I do that same thing every day. As a follower of Jesus, my status is already proven. I don't have to do more, I don't have to defend myself, I don't have to make sure my point is taken or my stance is accepted. In Jesus all is done. I'm acknowledged as good, my security is found in him, my worth is already established. But, everyday I try to make sure I've done just a little more to get ... acknowledgement, recognition, acceptance, status.
We all do it don't we? We all want to make sure we are proven when as Christ followers we already are.
So, go.
Take a drink of champagne and realize your worth is already established and made possible by Jesus.
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