Living Right Now

I know, I know, it's quite expected that I'd be keeping track of the Tim Tebow saga going on in Denver.  Even though I'm a Gator fan and he may have graduated with my same exact major (bonded, I'm sure!), there are more than those reasons the whole situation has me intrigued.  That which fascinates me the most is his desire to just try it out.  He wants to do it his way, yet people just can't seem to be okay with it.  And that part I get. 

My mother calls me her bohemian flower child.  I go where the wind takes me and really just let life happen.  My life choices are not exactly what society would have expected.  And, for the most part, I'm okay with that.  But, I can't really seem to live in the moment.  My "going where the wind takes me" mentality is partially to let life happen with the potential for something to hit right around the corner.  I don't really like to take chances; I just don't think I have what it takes.  But, I'm a sassy, bright, colorful woman who likes people but definitely needs down time.  And being all of those makes me a bit unconventional - and sometimes I don't think it's good enough.  And I don't like that.

Tim Tebow is unconventional.  People don't always like it.  They don't like how he throws, they don't like how he slips out of the pocket, they don't like how he risks his own body for a touchdown.  And they really don't like how he lives ... with a purpose, with a focus, with a sense of calling.  With that calling he lives with a clarity of who he is.  He doesn't waver.  And all he's asking for is a chance, even if no one likes it.

A pastor friend and I were talking a few months ago about how he doesn't quite fit into the picture of what the congregation feels he should be.  His leadership is off, his presentation is quirky, his focus seems too driven.  But, that's who he is, and God placed him there for a purpose.  He is there to fulfill God's calling on his life, to complete the work that God has placed before him, no matter how long it takes, even if no one likes it.

I know a lot of high schoolers who are going to college soon, auditioning for programs this month, and are basically losing their minds in the weight that burdens their shoulders.  And to each of them, I leave this message...

You are who God made you to be: creative, bookish, a thinker, a talker, a singer, an artist, math wizard, science investigator, gentle spirit, a feisty one, a parser, a patcher, a tender heart, a brave soul - some of all or just a touch of a few ... you are exactly as you were meant to be.  And, you are right where God wanted you to be right now.  Your job today is to live this life.  You aren't making your life plans, you're living them. For the future that is in front of you is in the hands of a great, good, gracious God who knows your heart.  He knows the fears, he knows the haters, he knows the amount of terror that sets in your soul.  He knows.  And he continues to love and hold you.  So, Live. Right. Now.

When talking with my pastor friend the message was the same, people might not get it, they might not like it, you might not like it, but God put you there for a purpose.  Live that purpose and do God's work.  There's really no need to figure it all out, God has that down too.  You just do what you're called to do and live it.  Live it large. 

That's what really intrigues me about Tim Tebow - he just wants a shot to use who he is in this moment.  And he's living it.  He is living right now.  I don't know about you, but I want to live right now. 

The future is already determined.  What have we got to lose?